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J.A. Redmerski Quotes | Quotes said by J.A. Redmerski

  • J.A. Redmerski Quote #1

    Best friends, no matter what they do or how much they hurt you, it only hurts as much as it does because they are your best friend. And none of us are perfect. Mistakes were made for best friends to forgive; it’s what makes being a best friend official.


  • J.A. Redmerski Quote #2

    But before she tells you anything.
    I glared at him suspiciously.
    your seed...Tsaeb winced.
    What the hell are you talking about?
    your...well, your seed. You know, you have to knock her up.

  • J.A. Redmerski Quote #3

    Dear Camryn,
    I know you're scared. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't a little scared, too, but I have to believe that this time around everything will be fine. And it will be.
    We've been through so much together. More than most people in such a short time. But no matter what, the one thing that has never changed is that we're still together. Death couldn't take me away from you. Weakness couldn't make me look at you in a bad light. Drugs and all the shit that comes with them couldn't take you away from me. I think it's more safe to say that we're indestructable.
    Maybe all of this has been a test. Yeah, I think about that a lot and I've convinced myself of it. A lot of people take Fate for granted. Some have everything they've ever wanted right at their fingertips, but they abuse it. Others walk right past their only opportunity because they never open their eyes long enough to see that it's there. But you and I, even before we met, took all the risks, made our own decisions without listening to everybody around us telling us, in so many ways, that what we're doing is wrong. Hell no, we did it our way, no matter how reckless, or crazy or unconventional. It's like the more we pushed and the more we fought, the harder the obstacles. Because we had to prove we were the real deal.
    And I know we've done just that.
    Camryn, I want you to read this letter to yourself once a week. It doesn't matter what day or what time, just read it. Every time you open it, I want you to see that another week has passed and you're still pregnant. That I'm still in good health. That we're still together. I want you to think about the three of us, you, me and our son or daughter, traveling Europe and Soth America. Because we're going to do it. I promise you that.
    You're everything to me, and I want you to stay strong and not let your fear of the past taint the path to our future. Everything will work out this time, Camryn, everything will, I swear to you.
    Just trust me.
    Until next week...
    Love,
    Andrew

  • J.A. Redmerski Quote #4

    Dear Camryn,

    I never wanted it to be this way. I wanted to tell you these things myself, but I was afraid. I was afraid that if I told you out loud that I loved you, that what we had together would die with me. The truth is that I knew in Kansas that you were the one. I’ve loved you since that day when I first looked up into your eyes as you glared down at me from over the top of that bus seat. Maybe I didn’t know it then, but I knew something had happened to me in that moment and I could never let you go.

    I have never lived the way I lived during my short time with you. For the first time in my life, I’ve felt whole, alive, free. You were the missing piece of my soul, the breath in my lungs, the blood in my veins. I think that if past lives are real then we have been lovers in every single one of them. I’ve known you for a short time, but I feel like I’ve known you forever.

    I want you to know that even in death I’ll always remember you. I’ll always love you. I wish that things could’ve turned out differently. I thought of you many nights on the road. I stared up at the ceiling in the motels and pictured what our life might be like together if I had lived. I even got all mushy and thought of you in a wedding dress and even with a mini me in your belly. You know, I always heard that sex is great when you’re pregnant. ;-)

    But I’m sorry that I had to leave you, Camryn. I’m so sorry…I wish the story of Orpheus and Eurydice was real because then you could come to the Underworld and sing me back into your life. I wouldn’t look back. I wouldn’t fuck it up like Orpheus did.

    I’m so sorry, baby…

    I want you to promise me that you’ll stay strong and beautiful and sweet and caring. I want you to be happy and find someone who will love you as much as I did. I want you to get married and have babies and live your life. Just remember to always be yourself and don’t be afraid to speak your mind or to dream out loud.

    I hope you’ll never forget me.

    One more thing: don’t feel bad for not telling me that you loved me. You didn’t need to say it. I knew all along that you did.

    Love Always,
    Andrew Parrish

  • J.A. Redmerski Quote #5

    El amor hace vulnerable a una persona, incluso al más hábil, al más inteligente, al más inquebrantable ser humano.

  • J.A. Redmerski Quote #6

    His face spreads into a warm smile. “As a matter of fact, no, I have never slept under the stars – are you gettin’ all romantic on me, Camryn Bennett?” He looks at me with a playful sideward stare.

  • J.A. Redmerski Quote #7

    I don’t know what I’m doing, or where I’m going, but I do know that I want to do whatever it is and get there soon.

  • J.A. Redmerski Quote #8

    I felt the human disease that is ignorance suddenly leave my body. Just like that. Like a hot, desperate piss after a long car ride.

  • J.A. Redmerski Quote #9

    I guess sometimes the greatest memories are made in the most unlikely of places, further proof that spontaneity is more rewarding than a meticulously planned life.

  • J.A. Redmerski Quote #10

    I guess we are juste two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, I say.
    Her eyes narrow. I've heard that somewhere before.
    I smile and point at her briefly. Pink Floyd. But it's the truth.
    You think we're lost?
    I tilt my head back a little and look up at the stars behind her and say, In society maybe. But together, no. I think we're right where we need to be.

  • J.A. Redmerski Quote #11

    I kiss her long and deep and hard until I feel like I’m running on the fringes of my emotions; they’re tearing away at me like hands in Hell reaching out for me as I leap over the flames, trying to pull me down with them into sin, and as hard as I try to get away, a part of me wants them to take me. I want to sin. I want to kiss her.
    And so I do.
    And I don’t stop.

  • J.A. Redmerski Quote #12

    I say that I'm not into you like that, Camryn, because.., he pauses, searching my face, looking at my lips for a moment as if deciding whether or not he should kiss them again, ...because you're not the girl I could only sleep with once.

  • J.A. Redmerski Quote #13

    I think I've been afraid most of my life to be myself.

  • J.A. Redmerski Quote #14

    I want to do everything with you

  • J.A. Redmerski Quote #15

    I wonder if the ocean smells different on the other side of the world.

  • J.A. Redmerski Quote #16

    I'm not helping any of you freaks! she shouts. I'm not the Witch of Wayland, you hear me? I'm sick of all you mutants pounding on my door for love spells and all the like! I told you, I don't do that backwoods modern-day, wannabe Wiccafuck stuff! You hear me?

  • J.A. Redmerski Quote #17

    I’m not a follower. I never have been. But I’ll definitely become someone I’m not for a few hours if it’ll make me blend in rather than make me a blatant eye sore and draw attention.

  • J.A. Redmerski Quote #18

    I’m so hard right now my dick can cut diamonds.
    - Andrew Parrish

  • J.A. Redmerski Quote #19

    I’m starting to get used to this feeling of not caring about anything.

  • J.A. Redmerski Quote #20

    It’s like irresistible poison: I’m mesmerized by the way it’s making me feel though it has the potential to crush my soul and I drink it down anyway.

  • J.A. Redmerski Quote #21

    It’s not only about sadness. In truth, sadness really has little to do with it. Depression is pain in its purest form and I would do anything to be able to feel an emotion again. Any emotion at all. Pain hurts, but pain that’s so powerful that you can’t feel anything anymore, that’s when you start to feel like you’re going crazy.

  • J.A. Redmerski Quote #22

    Just remember to always be yourself and don’t be afraid to speak your mind or to dream out loud

  • J.A. Redmerski Quote #23

    Just that dwelling and planning is bullshit, you dwell on the past, you can’t move forward. Spend too much time planning for the future and you just push yourself backwards, or you stay stagnant in the same place all your life. Live in the moment, where everything is just right, take your time and limit your bad memories and you’ll get wherever it is you’re going a lot faster and with less bumps in the road along the way.

  • J.A. Redmerski Quote #24

    let yourself cry, OK? One of the worst feelings in the world is being unable to cry and eventually it…starts to make things darker.

  • J.A. Redmerski Quote #25

    Live in the moment... where everything is just right, take your time and limit your bad memories and you'll get wherever it is you're going a lot faster and with less bumps in the road along the way.

  • J.A. Redmerski Quote #26

    Never thought I’d intentionally sleep on a bathromm floor next to a toilet while sober, but I meant it when I said I would sleep anywhere with her.

  • J.A. Redmerski Quote #27

    Oh, this is going to be fun; he actually thinks he's teaching me something.

  • J.A. Redmerski Quote #28

    Pain is pain, babe. Just because one person's problem is less traumatic than another's doesn't mean they're required to hurt less.

  • J.A. Redmerski Quote #29

    Pain is pain...Just because one person's problem is less traumatic than another's doesn't mean they're required to hurt less.

  • J.A. Redmerski Quote #30

    Parents have this twisted belief that anyone under the age of about twenty simply can’t know what love is, like the age to love is assessed in the same way the law assesses the legal age to drink. They think that the ‘emotional growth’ of a teenager’s mind is too underdeveloped to understand love, to know if it’s ‘real’ or not.
    That's completely asinine.
    The truth is that adults love in different ways, not the only way.

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